My Feelings towards CL...

erm.....yesterday talking to you by phone til 4am....
we discussing our activities....yet i still have bundle of assignments....
you...you've joined PAP, PT drama, PA, CL....
can you handle so much my dear friend???
i really worry about you....
we need you....
don't let yourself fall....
you too 冲动...
no matter in what situation...
you do things won't think for the 后果....
just like yesterday...i really angry you wearing anoter society t-shirt!!!
i know you sense it....(cause i didn't talk to you)
and then u try to korek my mouth ask me talk....
do such funny funny things..lolx
erm....
i do enjoy the time when together with CL guys....
you all really nice....^^
oh ya....WS n GS don't always call me ah so ler....
called like i'm samseng nia....=(
through this society..
i've learn to be brave....
learn to face alot of people....
just like yesterday....
i can talk infront over 150 people....
really can't imagine....lolx
through this society also....
i can get closer to yx....
he very quiet and scare girl last time....(this what he told me)
now???i cant feel he scare me....(or he treat me as guy????)
anyway..really happy get to know you guys....
friendship forever..=)

Finally....

Finally its over....
finish one day camp...finish 委员大会...
im free finally....just need to focus on Tiong Hwa and Creative Lane...
really feel sorry to my dearest friend...
cause i didn't put effort in KTH.....

but...

i will put more effort from now....
since i have rejected him...
i don't want get involved in that society anymore.....
i mean i don't want climb so high..
later fall down i will very pain....
its over now....
all over...
its time for me for my studies, KTH n CL....

lastly....
wanna say sorry to my dearest friend......=)

我的答案....

今天他又与我在msn 聊天...
每次聊天的话题肯定少不了mpp的话题....
每次都问我要不要参加....
今天已经是的第四次....
我仍然拒绝了...
原因很简单...
因为我不要自己太忙...
不要背着这样重大的责任....
我来大学的目的很简单..
那就是读书...
所以.....
我真的不想再参加了....
我真的累了.....
让我好好的休息吧....

招募的过程....

招募....首先是在 Pusanika 招募...
我的第一次...
第一次厚着脸皮...去招新生进入国大华裔学生理事会....
第一次这样大胆于一个我不认识的人讲话....
第一次做主讲人.....
真的有很多第一次....
在这短短的招募里...创意坊也发生了不少事....
说什么辞职....
坊长辞职??秘书辞职??股长也辞职??
你要我怎样??
真的要我死了你们才甘愿吗??
我那时听了你们要辞职的消息
我真的不知到我该怎么办....
伤心...流泪.....
你们后来说是跟我开玩笑...
很好笑吗??
算了....后来你又一副要管又不要管....
我到底该怎样做你们才甘愿??
你昨天说: " 你需要我吗?不需要的话我去当佛学的交通"
我那时听了真的很难过....无奈....
我真的越来越不了解你了....
我不知道你的心到底是想什么....
你的心还在创意坊吗??我不知道....
我知道你爱玩...爱跳舞...不爱政治的东西...不喜欢交流，不喜欢喝茶.....
我可以替你去....但我不希望你离创意坊而去...
我不想~~~很伤心.....我快崩溃了.....
我不知道怎样告诉你....
哎~~~
接下来我们还有另一个招募....
正式招募...在 Pusanika, D-restaurant 前...
真的希望没有事情发生.....
我很怕.... 怕你会离开我们.....
可以不要离开我们吗???='(
我们还有一些常年活动....
一起搞好他好吗???
不要因为创之夜而失望.....
我们还可以的!!!! =)

无题....

对不起....冷落你这么久....
最近有一点忙...忙招募....筹备一日营...迎新会...等等....
很累.....很想休息了!!!
招募已经接近尾声了...很开心....
因为我认识了一些新朋友..=)
也有一点不开心....
我发现我有一点不大关心我的朋友...
我那五个好朋友...最近好像有一点不开心...
我竟然会不知道....我真的没有去关心他们...
都是我不好..哎~~~
发生了这么多事....
真的很烦...真的希望一切能像以前....
虽然我不知道发生什么事....但愿我们的友谊能像以往那样....
不要为了一点小事而闹不合...
我本身认为...要互相忍让这样才可以让大家有机会好好相处....
要找一个朋友不容易....但要找一个了解你的更难...
如果你找到了, 就要好好的珍惜对方...
也许人是需要经过一些考验才会成长....
希望一切能像以前....大家快快乐乐的相处在一起...
没有烦恼....那该多好~~~~