22th Nov 2009...

Today went to the Penang Bridge Marathon...















i just can't imagine i can finish up 10km in just 1hour30mins...
is it long or short?? im wonder...
just feel my leg extremely tired...
but after rest for a while...nothing...
yet i discover one thing...
i sprained my right leg...
my toe...very pain..ARGH!!!!
can't even walk...
Sigh~~~

After few days...i'm going bek UKM again...
for the sake of RESPONSIBLE...
so i have to go back...
thought everyone can be on time...
yet received an sms today saying that one can't manage to back on time...
Sigh~~~
Back there staying at his house...
is not what i wished to happen...
Sigh~~~
don't really know what should do...
really not feel like going back...

i hope i can find a part time job here...
as i want some extra money...$.$
LOL...
anyway...hope everything going my way...
GOOD LUCK to ME..^.^

Childish??

erm...this year..im 21 years old...
last few days went Midvalley...
there have a carnival there...
my family and i go there have a walk...
after that suddenly got 1 Singh jump out and ask me...
" Hey, do you wanna learn English?"
Sigh~~~
then i said..No thanks...
after that i look at the advertisement...
for Kids only..OMG!!!
haiz...
am i really that childish look???
haiz...
is it a good thing or a bad thing???
Sigh~~

"显"

为什么???
到底是我不了解你还是你不了解我???
你昨晚说了这么多的废话...
说什么不要我伤心，关心我才帮我...
呸!!!
我不需要你假惺惺!!!
你说你 spoonfeed 我???
为什么我感觉不到???
很讨厌你!!!
讨厌!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love || Hurt??

I love you

But I hate you at the same time

Hate you fo how much I yearn for you

For how you did not even notice.

I love you,

But I hate the way you treat me.

All I want is a smile,

And thats all you ever gave.

I want more,

But you reply me no more

I love you,

But you could never be mine,

For I can't love you

As the time is not right,

Cos' I'm afraid

So afraid that I'll be hurt again.

And most of all,

I'm afraid that i might hurt, for loving you,

I felt like crying, but the tears won't drop,

My chest hurts like its gonna collapse, PLEASE STOP!

I don't want it anymore.

For how much I love you, it hurts me more.