Things i plan to do....

this holiday....
me and my coursemate plan do projects...
yet no people asking when we free....=.=
next i plan to do my hair....
hehe...
then i plan to become more lady like..^^
erm...
another thing is i plan to study...
all this just a plan..hope i can do what i planned...

happy holidays!!!!

When travel back hometown...

Holiday starts....
i still remember on friday...
at first one of my senior said wanna fetch me home...
caused that day he promise ald..he said will fetch me back at 4pm
end up......9pm only start our journey..=.=
this is because got one couple super senior said that they cant make it...
damn shit..i hate so late only start journey...
after that...during our journey...
i feel very tired...sleepy...
the damn shit female super senior non-stop talking all those MPP history..
making all those stupid noise...shit...still asking me for my opinion...
SWT!!!
mood already no good...yet...stupid idiot policemen...don't know do what road blocking...
make all traffic jam like hell....shit shit shit


making all those traffic like hell...
damn shit malay...stop their car in the entrance of the rest house...
shit them...ish..>.<

finally..around 5am reach BW....
While waiting for alvin....
we had our breakfast there....
around 6am++ they reach already...
then me and boo yang sit ferry to Penang...
i called my brother to fetch me...lolx
so good my brother..^^
after that...reach home..bath then go for dim sum...
wuhu...^^
damn sleepy that time...
yet i stil manage to shop for whole day....
Sunway Carnival Mall, Carrefour, Jusco....etc...
go back home already like ghost....
big panda eyes....
yet..i do enjoy my holiday....hehe

放了。逃避

我不知道我是完完全全放开了....
还是在逃避....
我很不想跟他说话...
可是昨天跳完舞过后...
不知道他是特地的于别的女生说话....
还是看到我与其他男生谈话....
所以才气我...
可是我总感觉到他在气我...
哎....无言.....
过后他载我回宿舍...
我完完全全的不想跟他说再见!!!!
连看也不想看他一眼!!!!
过后就走掉了....
我想了很久....
我觉得我有必要要解决着件事....
SMS 给他....
永远没有回复...算了...等他表演完今天的再说吧!!!!
对他...真的无言~~~

<<记得要忘记>>

突然想到一首歌...
还蛮适合我...

在就要转身前忽然又想起你
相遇的那一天漾着微笑的你
那个微笑
还是很美丽
可惜那个人常常要让人哭泣
太耀眼的城市不适合看星星
就如同你的心不适合谈安定
谢谢你让我伤过心
学会爱情并非执迷
人改变不了改变不了的事情
记得要忘记忘记
我提醒自己
你已经是
人海中的一个背影
长长时光
我应该要有新的回忆
人无法决定会为谁动心
但至少可以决定放不放弃
我承认我
还是会爱着你
但我将永不再触碰这记忆
记得要忘记忘记
经过我的你
毕竟只是很偶然的那种相遇
不会不容易
我有一辈子
足够用来忘记
我还有一辈子
可以用来努力
我一定会忘记你

p/s:时时刻刻提醒自己要忘记...

emotions...

just now went dinner with raymond n yx...
at first still ok...still very happy...
go enjoy corns in cup at metro kajang...
go walk walk with him there....
when reached 99...
after order food...
suddenly 1 song appear....
Lee Hom <<心跳>>
then don't know why...
my mood changed...
yx ask me....how's your mood now??
then i said no good....
this song remain me of him....
angry and sad....
when only i can totally get him out of my mind????
i want asap!!!!
i can't take it anymore!!!
Please help me~~~ ='(

For You...

I know maybe i'm not the girl that u want...
but maybe your action really make me blur...
i don't know what you think....
thousands of times i been crying because of you...
whenever i wanted to forget everything...
you will give me hope again...
yet in the end...
what did i get???
i cried...u say me childishh don't know how to think....
shouted at me....
who do you think you are??
should you shout at me???
do you know how to respect people??
whenever i comment about you...
you sure got lots of reasons saying that you correct...
i speechless...
people say that i should'nt waste time on you..
this correct...
i should start from now...
i don't want to waste so much time so much tears on you...
as you said..not worth..really not worth...

i really sensitive towards what you said...
i will think more on the negative side...
thats y....

haiz...i already got one answer...
wish you good luck in exams..^^
i know u have no time to study this time...
all the best...
you can de...

Everything Settled.....

erm....ended mid sem...
really feel relief~~~
feels like wanna go holiday...
do what i want....
its quite a long time didn't blogging....
i'm sorry my dear blog~~~
this few days really busy with lots of activities...
Creative Lane...KTH....

erm...

i just got some feeling towards CL....
feeling wanna let go....
i wanted to see how he will handle everything after i let it go...
but i just cant do it...=.=
haiz....maybe i really soft hearted...

about KTH...
i do really don't like...
not i don't got heart..
is the people inside there don't know how to lead us....
i just sharing what i feel...
maybe they also know the problem and maybe they trying to fix it....
i really thinking of resigning from KTH....
from now and then...
yet...i didn't do it..=.=

regarding him~~~
i know my feeling to him really strong...
i just don't know what about him....
yesterday..again..his temper..haiz
shouted at me again...
i really hate him....
don't know how to respect people...
i told him i'm the person that quite negative in thinking...
he just knew it yesterday...
then he wanted me to change so fast...
its impossible...
i really feeling like wanna forget about him...
again...soft hearted makes me failed in this mission...
i just hope he can know how to think...
yet he say me childish...
always know how to fulfill people's needs
did't consider first...
yet i told hiim the reason..
he like not accept =.=
don't know what i should do next...
i find no way out...T.T
haiz...
hope can settle this problem ASAP...

hope after Raya holiday everything will be ok soon~~~
thanks to all my friends that worry about me before...
thanks to those who accompany me when i sad...
really touch with what you all have done...
THANK YOU.....

Love u all~~~