Love || Hurt??

I love you

But I hate you at the same time

Hate you fo how much I yearn for you

For how you did not even notice.

I love you,

But I hate the way you treat me.

All I want is a smile,

And thats all you ever gave.

I want more,

But you reply me no more

I love you,

But you could never be mine,

For I can't love you

As the time is not right,

Cos' I'm afraid

So afraid that I'll be hurt again.

And most of all,

I'm afraid that i might hurt, for loving you,

I felt like crying, but the tears won't drop,

My chest hurts like its gonna collapse, PLEASE STOP!

I don't want it anymore.

For how much I love you, it hurts me more.